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  1. I use Gmail aka Google mail. It is one of the superior e-mail providers on the internet. I miss the days when you had to be invited to join. It was like the VIP of e-mail back in the day. Anyhow, Gmail is the best, if you want the reasons: 1) Sign up for Hotmail 2) Sign up for Yahoo 3) Sign up for Mail.com Use them for a week each. Then sign up for G-mail. And you'll realize how much of an idiot you are for wasting all that time -XxMorbiousxX I use Gmail aka Google mail. It is one of the superior e-mail providers on the internet. I miss the days when you had to be invited to join. It was like the VIP of e-mail back in the day. Anyhow, Gmail is the best, if you want the reasons: 1) Sign up for Hotmail 2) Sign up for Yahoo 3) Sign up for Mail.com Use them for a week each. Then sign up for G-mail. And you'll realize how much of an idiot you are for wasting all that time -XxMorbiousxX
  2. I liked Scions of Fate and Last Chaos. Two free MMORPG's that are decent graphic wise. However, I agree with most of you, MMO's eventually get boring and what is the point of a hack and slasher that you can't even hack and slash. Point and click = Fail and boring as crap. I am waiting for something amazing with an actual plot to come and make my day.
  3. Windows XP is the best thing since sliced bread...well wait..how many SP's are we up to? 3 I guess? HA! Microsoft is an epic failure and so is Vista. I wouldn't waste my time downloading it illegally let alone pay that much money for anything Windows-based. Linux is clearly superior and if you are going to screw with Windows, Then use XP SP3. There is no need for Media Center or Vista. They were both epic failures and I downgraded back from both of them a week after each install. Microsoft = Slacking and will soon die if it continues to release *#&$ Operating Systems.
  4. Definitely cannot fix the country in four-eight years, but what each president does has an impact on what the next one will do and if we can change a four-year term, we can change an eight-year term. If we can change an eight-year term, we can change the next sixteen years. If we change the next sixteen years we can change the next 32 years, and if we change the next 32 years, we can change forever... Sorry, I just thought that commercial was too cheesy not to make fun of. Obama FTW! McCain was alright, but after the heart problems of Dick Cheney and the tyranny of George Bush, I figured I don't want to vote for a Republican late in his health and will probably die before the next 4-8 years are over. If he did die we'd get.... Who? Hmm.... OH YEAH HER! No thank you Sarah, just...no thank you...
  5. I don't believe it's spam either, however I don't think that anyone besides those that participate in drug usage would understand what the title means. It's lyrics from the song, "I Am The Walrus," by The Beatles. Can you achieve some sort of divine experience and insight through the use of psychedelic drugs? Yes, you can. However, you can obtain that through other methods as well. Acid, commonly known as LSD, is a very dangerous drug. Not because of the physical consequences like most drugs, but because of what it can do to you mentally. During the LSD tests of the 60's - 70's, it was rumored that some of the test candidates ended up becoming mentally insane. My experience with LSD leads me to believe this is true as well. I had tripped a few time before my 'bad trip,' but when I finally had it, I was no where near prepared. I came home after picking up three Altoids mints that had one or two drops of LSD each. Since I have taken 5-6 hits before, I took them all and wasn't too concerned. I laid in bed talking to my girlfriend and I began thinking I had been ripped off because nothing was happening. Then in about 30 minutes, the little bumps on the ceiling started to slowly look as though they were melting. I stood up to see how the rest of the room looked and my oval shaped mirror looked as though it was melting on both ends. At this time, I became sick to my stomach. I don't know whether it was the Acid or a mixture of what I had eaten, but I ended up having terrible yellow diarrhea, and suddenly in my mind, I could not avoid the fact that I was probably dying. I don't know why my brain jumped to that conclusion, but it did and no matter how many times I told myself it was okay, I was just tripping, I couldn't get the thought that I was dying out of my head. At this time, I called my best friend and asked her to come sit with me so her and her fiance were on their way over. I was on the phone with them the entire time until they arrived. During this conversation, there are times I still to this day do not remember what I was doing. After a few minutes of silence, my friend would shout my name as loud as she could and I would snap out of my mind-blank zone. It took me 20 minutes to get fully dressed as I had taken off my clothes when I started to get hot from the acid. It took me that long because I'd be in the middle of putting on a sock or jeans and I'd just stop and go off in my own little world. However, for the life of me, I cannot remember at all what it was I was thinking about. After they got there, things were a lot better. I calmed down because I did not feel so completely and utterly alone in the universe. Acid makes you believe in God or a God, because the concept of us being so alone is something we truly cannot grasp. I think that it was because of this bad trip that I believe in God now. During the trip, you very much feel like if you aren't looking at it, it doesn't exist. I had to hang up on my girlfriend because she kept scaring me when she would stop being quiet and when I remembered I was on the phone with her. After my friends arrived, I watched an episode of the old school Star Trek with their funny suits and the 70's tripped out colors. All I remember about that is that I enjoyed it very much but I don't remember what the episode was about. Following that, her and her fiance slept on my couch and I went and laid in bed. That was when the true hell started. With most drugs, the onset and the peak are about 1-2 hours at the most. However, with acid, you can have an onset of up to 2.5 hours and peak for 3-5 hours, of course this varies by the quality of the LSD and how many drops or 'hits' you take. I can honestly say that I took the Altoids at 8:30 PM and was unable to sleep until 5:00 PM the next day. When I say unable, I truly mean unable. When you are in the post-peak stage you become physically irritable. I mean, you cannot get comfortable whatsoever. I laid in my bed trying position after position to fall asleep to no avail. I had to get up because my beard was so scratchy, scratchier than it had ever been and for the first time in about three weeks, I shaved; I had to. Cleanly shaved, I thought that I might finally get some sleep. I laid back down and then the TV in the other room kept me awake. I shut it off and laid back down. This time it was the humming of my computer in the next room. I got up and shut that off. The airplanes outside. The neighbors above me. The neighbors below me. My fridge. The high pitch frequency that my Xbox 360 was making from being on. The stiffness of my bed. The aching feeling in my head. Just truly everything. It was Hell on earth. I look back and I do not regret any of it. I truly thought I was going to die that night. My perception of life has changed. I was such a druggie. I lied, cheated, stole, whatever was necessary to get different drugs and pills or money for drugs and pills. I am happy to say that as of today, I only smoke the occasional joint or blunt and I am off all hard drugs completely. I love my LSD experiences, but it took just one bad trip to make me never want to do any of it ever again. I enjoy life, I do not lie anymore, I have an amazing girlfriend, I am now an assistant manager at my work, my life has really benefited from not taking LSD, but because of the way my perception has changed. Divine intervention? Perhaps. LSD today. Well, as far as I know, there's a group called LSD (Legalize spirirtual discovery), who are trying to get LSD taken off the scheduling list for drugs as it really isn't so much a drug, just an amplifier to your own natural body chemicals. However, I am no expert on that. I hope this information serves you well. I don't dare try and tell you not to do it because I was told similar stories and I thought, "Oh they were just dumb, it won't mess with me," so I think we all just have to learn on our own. Don't you think the joker laughs at you? Ho ho ho Hee hee hee Ha ha ha! - XxMorbiousxX
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